Wrestling with Despair
Description:
Notes taken during a silent retreat, during which the author confronted a Faith and Practice, a steep and slippery trail, and a squirrel.
Keywords:
Notes taken during a silent retreat, during which the author confronted a Faith and Practice, a steep and slippery trail, and a squirrel.
I don’t know if you are real
and I don’t want to be fooled
anymore, letting myself be born
into beliefs that are both wrong
and profoundly harmful – two-edged
sword slicing my insides
as it tears stranger into enemy.
I feel silly in ways
I didn’t as a kid,
writing to you
this time unsure.
I am a girl of many things;
I am a girl of sorrows;
I am a girl of laughs,
but most of all, I am a girl of curiosity.
I am curious of the world around me, of the world I live in.
I wonder how my younger brother will be when he grows up;
Here is a coloring page for you.